drying up

I have several issues with Existence.

foremost of all those relating to my own ineptness in coping with it.

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Callie's still sleeping, but this time her feet are where her head used to be.
nice with a change, I suppose.

finished The Ringmaster's Daughter today while Callie slept. Maragor and Tommy BK, take note!

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I don't think I have ever done anything like that before.

or maybe I have, but I haven't been conscious of it. now, in retrospect, it seems so very much like something Father might have done. I'm growing to be like him in some ways after all. not in the best ways, though. =(

it must be the last straw effect. can't explain it otherwise.

and so many questions appeared, questions I don't think I'm ready to answer.

Maragor called.

and now she calls.