well I'm not in a hurry, no I ain't in a rush

should get my ass "to town" and visit Lita soon. and tell her that her mission of digging up Ole has met with success; he was indeed at the end of the number she gave me. :) maybe he'll be coming to the Zeromancer gig as well.

and Callie's mood felt lighter last night as I talked to her. that's good. we're seldom quite as dependant on others as we tend to think ourselves.

saw yet another great article by Alex in the Sat magazine. no wonder she was headhunted over 500 kms. I should try to meet up with her one Friday at the Press.

wouldn't it be great to be free of responsibilities? to not be forced to consider all sorts of emotions, and, and the reactions and thoughts of other people. and not be afraid to hurt anyone and just be able to do what you want, when you want it?

blubbering fool.

this would also mean that one would be unable to please, or to surprise someone with actions of affection, because all such are estimated on grounds of what is really the "call of duty", and the length any given action reaches beyond that.

I accept my responsibility.

until relieved, in any case. I come equipped with a fair sense of honor, and my strange, mangled and squelched pride forbids me to act differently.

the world is weird, but I love it.