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as soon as I realized the implications of watching that name being displayed, my heart skipped a beat and resumed its pace with a 50% speed increase. I'm not kidding.
shit.
an not entirely unexpected turn of events, this. but unfortunate. possibly even tragic.
and it makes me simultaneously frustrated, elated, grieving, restless, comforted, and crippled.
I cannot let this pass without some sort of reaction. it does call for a sacrifice on my part. and I need some sage advice.
what did she say to me the other night... "you are widely respected. you should use that respect more, to let your friends know when their behavior isn't good."
yeah. but who's gonna tell me?
suddenly I feel trapped. =(
last thing eaten: 2 cups of instant cauliflower&broccoli soup
shit.
an not entirely unexpected turn of events, this. but unfortunate. possibly even tragic.
and it makes me simultaneously frustrated, elated, grieving, restless, comforted, and crippled.
I cannot let this pass without some sort of reaction. it does call for a sacrifice on my part. and I need some sage advice.
what did she say to me the other night... "you are widely respected. you should use that respect more, to let your friends know when their behavior isn't good."
yeah. but who's gonna tell me?
suddenly I feel trapped. =(
last thing eaten: 2 cups of instant cauliflower&broccoli soup