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and the music plays on as the bride passes by
sssh...
BadCop called me and asked for my company later tonight. I do not plan on going out yet another night, but I like BadCop a lot. resourceful guy, that one. let's see if I actually can humble myself and stay sober for the sake of one night. or maybe I'll do that some other time.
don't know, I felt like shit this morning, my diurnal rythm just never seems to catch up with the sun. I thought, "just let me sleep a little more..." and things don't seem likely to improve anytime soon. what have I eaten today? two bars of mentos, two cinnamon wafers, a banana and strawberry milk. and generous helpings of coffee. when the desk editor, still on her vacation, stated she should be glad I actually get food at all I realized I should eat more regularly.
at least I keep any pot belly tendencies at bay this way. heh.
don't know what to do about this situation... it all seems very, ah, self-assuring for me when I'm with Callie, for instance. but as soon as she's gone I start feeling less secure of what I should make of it.
at the same time I'm no more capable of breaking anyone's heart than I am of, say, marriage. I hate having to make anybody miserable. that's why I'm GoodCop.
I'm going home for a shower now. BadCop should be coming around in half an hour. I've spent most of the day with this journal entry open.
great, now both instances of IExplode crashed on me. if that ain't a good note to leave on, I never saw one. :-)
BadCop called me and asked for my company later tonight. I do not plan on going out yet another night, but I like BadCop a lot. resourceful guy, that one. let's see if I actually can humble myself and stay sober for the sake of one night. or maybe I'll do that some other time.
don't know, I felt like shit this morning, my diurnal rythm just never seems to catch up with the sun. I thought, "just let me sleep a little more..." and things don't seem likely to improve anytime soon. what have I eaten today? two bars of mentos, two cinnamon wafers, a banana and strawberry milk. and generous helpings of coffee. when the desk editor, still on her vacation, stated she should be glad I actually get food at all I realized I should eat more regularly.
at least I keep any pot belly tendencies at bay this way. heh.
don't know what to do about this situation... it all seems very, ah, self-assuring for me when I'm with Callie, for instance. but as soon as she's gone I start feeling less secure of what I should make of it.
at the same time I'm no more capable of breaking anyone's heart than I am of, say, marriage. I hate having to make anybody miserable. that's why I'm GoodCop.
I'm going home for a shower now. BadCop should be coming around in half an hour. I've spent most of the day with this journal entry open.
great, now both instances of IExplode crashed on me. if that ain't a good note to leave on, I never saw one. :-)