what's so special 'bout really deep thoughts?

we're gearing up for tonite's Shadowlove. I for one am eagerly anticipating Kim Ljung's debut as DJ. also, we're about to hold our first "official" vorspiel (that is, announced and non-improvised) in I don't remember how long.

so my parents came to town yesterday. the talk we had the day before might have helped them, or it might not. I found to my own amazement that it acutally had helped me. making me focus. making me more eager. making me realize how dire the situation is.

we're gonna need new furniture soon. lots of it.

and money...

we went out last night. met Maragor, BadCop, Cecilia, Tommy BK, Psychokira, Burn, Goldie, and Oscar (and not to forget BC & Lisa. heh. =).

I felt uncomfortable, strangely. must be due to the lack of funds. cutting down on drinking. but not smoking. (soon I'll be halfway through the carton I brought from Sweden. blah.)

new platform. still no graphics to speak of.